Idiot and rude ..

So far it’s 2:30 PM when I’m writing ..

Today was not a nice day .. I looked Idiot and felt that .. then while thinking about the results of looking like that I acted so rude ..!!
and I’m now feeling less confident and I also noticed that my self-confident is actually dependent on how people evaluate me ..
which isn’t right ..
Anyway ..

Today I lost I admit it .. and I’ll be trying the rest of my life .. and may be I’ll -even for one day- enjoy the victory ..

يا رب قويني يا رب …